I know that you know that you will be okay but it doesn't stop it from hurting like he!!.
The D process is difficult.. and even though it is painful to see all the new faces here on the board, I suggest that you post here.
For myself, It made/makes a ton of difference to come here and just let it all out.
Because even though I had people in my life who went through major break-ups or Ds, I had very few people who went the DB route.... and I knew that I was going to DB my marriage until the very end.
Just a thought and my VHO.
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M(f): 40 D'ed: 8/12
Show empathy when there's pain. Show grace when warranted. Kindness in the midst of anger. Faith in the face of fear.