Good Lord, I don't think I've been this stressed out in weeks. My stomach is quite upset with me right now, as tends to happen when my stress reaches these heights.
I want off of this roller coaster. Why the hell did I let things get this way? Quick, someone invent a time machine so I can go kick my own ass.
The worst part about all of this is I've done it to myself. If it weren't for the fact that I'd felt it so important to go out to tell her what I did and heard what she had to say in return, I might not be sitting here right now, feeling like I need to cry. I'm so sick of feeling this way.
Sorry guys, just needed to let that out a bit. I'm praying for strength.
Me: 31 W: 28 M: almost 6 T: 10.5 S2 Bomb#1: 05/11 Bomb#2: 11/11 S'd: 11/28/11 Moved back in: 12/28/11 MC: 06/28/12
