"IF"

[gunny]

Hello all,
Thanks for the feedback. If my s was still in the area, and I had any kind of interaction with her besides ocassional emails, things would be different. Since, chances are I will not see my s for sometime, if ever, it becomes very difficult to return night after night to an empty house.

I have always had a number of female friends, and have always felt more comfortable around women than men. I know the bottom line is I will know when I'm ready, but I also beleive that it is probably important not to shut myself off from potential relationships. I guess I feel that if my m is meant to be, than it will survive. Any new r would be for companionship, really not interested at this point in anything more, too complicated.

Oh well, just venting. As we know, sometimes it just gets very frustrating. The tone and tenor of my w recent emails has been very friendly, asking how the weather is here, how do I like my new place, etc, etc. Don't know if this is because she is content in her new life and it is reflected in her emails, or she is interested in at least developing a decent email correspondance. I tend to think it is alittle of both, either way, life goes on.

GAL activities are going strong, college classes are going well, meetings are keeping me busy, and work is good.

Hope you are all doing well, I always enjoy hearing from you all!!