Will we ever be free from these horendously painful memeories?
We cannot erase this kind of pain from our memory. We learn to live with it at best, and strive to come to terms with it, thus laying it out publicly and facing head on every betrayal and lie.
We must come to some kind of terms with this betrayal as best we can because it reaches into our depths and crawls through us, winding it's way to the center of our being-our hearts.
It steels into us in the dark of night as we lay sleepless. Remembering. Feeling.
As you remember Jeannine, so will we. It will hopefully be a purging time for us all.
Your words are hauntingly familiar. Even if the circumstances are different, the feelings must be closely shared by all of us.
They grab us and hold on tight.
Thank you Jeannine for your bravery. Your journey through these memories is bound to be a painful one. Rachael
