Really? You think there's a possibility when she squints to see the tiny tv that she might think fondly of you because she had a big tv with you?

You are overthinking this. Go with your gut. Don't use it as a symbol or a strategy.

It sounds like you should delay it so you have more time to prepare yourself to detach and act "as if" with her.

Adinva 51, S20, S18
M24 total
6/15/11-12/1/12 From IDLY to H moving out
9/15/15-3/7/17 From negotiating SA to final D at age 50
5/8/17-now: New relationship with an old friend
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Happiness is a warm puppy.