More venting..... Right now, I wish I would just die. I never thought my life would be so fuked up at nearly 51. I've made changes and become a better man...to no avail. My son hates me, my oldest daughter hates me, my ex (the only woman I ever truly loved) hates me, and my youngest daughter just says or does whatever's necessary in any given situation to get what she wants (I do believe that she loves me though). I'm strugglin'.
I know our emotions are volatile, and can change drastically depending on circumstances.....but damn!
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.