Venting..... I feel sad. I know, I know! I've hurt over my ex enough already. Unfortunately, knowing she is in a serious relationship opens wounds....no matter how 'good' I felt l was doing. I never though my life would be so fuked up at nearly 51. I don't even know what to think or feel anymore...about anything. I called in the last 2 days and went to the gym instead of work. Physical activity is the only solace I can find these days. I'm so fukin' sick of hurting.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
