We have been M for 15 years total 19. We were separated in 2008 briefly. He is very insecure about $$ I have several businesses; his is not doing so good. He makes the mortgage payment and I pay for household expnese, food, clothes, etc.. He never gives me credit for my part. He always throws the mortgage $$ and that it is his home and not mine. That's why he threw me out. The night before Xmas party we were singing xmas songs and enjoying each other company. That;s why I am so confused. He;s most probably going through mid-life and winter depression. I also think he's embarassed about that night. He can't even look at me in the eyes or can't talk to me. what can I do?? I did give him his space after the incident. He had no christmas, no new years or birthday hoping that he would miss me. Even his friends cant explain what happened and he NEVER speaks of me. what is my next step.. I still love him.