We spent another weekend doing family outings together. He invited me to go with him to downtown Disney. It was so nice to see S3 get excited when we walked into the Disney store. I made it a point to make eye contact w him when S3 had this look of amazement! It was sooo precious!

Oh bonus! We were almost in a fender bender and he grabbed my hand! Lmao! First physical contact since May (not including 3/4 hugs)!! I wanted to call all my DB friends and laugh about it! Laugh cuz its something we rarely get!

He brought up moving out again frown. When I asked him what we should do for S3s bday (June 4) he suggested we have separate parties since his family won't feel comfortable around my family. Man that cut deep frown.

When he dropped us off he came inside and was giving me a bunch of suggestions on what I should do to the house with the tax money I'm getting. He really enjoys this topic and I let him go on about it. Funny how we had plans to do these things together and now why does he want to still be included??

My days not over yet. My brother's coming over. Maybe we can go to chuck e chez for dinner? Anyway. I need to continue working on detaching. In less than 30 days he's moving to the apt and I know that will be another downward spiral for me if I don't detach soon!


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017