Hit hard by this damn cold again! I starting coughing badly yesterday and went to see Dr. in the morning, he gave me new anti-biotics and cough medicine. Tried to bs my way past SDA Lady last night saying I was OK for our mini-golf outing today. She didn't buy it. We left it that I would see how I felt in the morning and call her then. I went to bed at 9:30 pm and slept through the night. Yet I still felt like crap this morning so I backed out. I'm so damn frustrated with this cold/virus/black death. SDA Lady was understanding and caring. She was planning to have a quick lunch with her best friend, who just returned from Taiwan yesterday and a Doctor's appointment before meeting me. So her friend stayed with her, and at last text, is asleep beside her in the doctor's office. Mini-golf will be next weekend!
Yesterday I ran into ex at the doctor's office, she's apparently there getting anti-depressants. She's not doing so well, can't sleep. Her job is becoming more and more stressful (I have a friend, who was also a manager at ex's agency, who left for similar reasons...and was on AD's too). So she picked up the girls today and within a few minutes of being in my apartment got into two scraps with the girls. Wow, fun week ahead for them...NOT. She badgers and the girls provoke, a lovely combo indeed.
So, today I rest. It made no sense to push myself to spend the day with SDA Lady and get sicker because of it. She agreed completely.


Divorced February 27, 2012.

"Only by love is love awakened".~ Ellen G White