Denial....its not just a river in Egypt...

[imthemom]

I didnt go VC...and i didnt regret it for a minute!..lol..I sent him a text and told him I would drop my stuff off later since there was no reason for me to be there, I plan on dropping my stuff of Monday. Instead I took my dog on a 7 mile walk with a friend and enjoyed myself...definatley worth the exchange!!
on the down side I had a situation with S15 I had to deal with, he was hanging out with his friends yesterday afternoon and came home "stoned"....I could tell right away and called him on it and he admitted it. I was so shocked and disapointed...of course after thinking about it and haveing no expectations I sent H a text to let him know S15 was grounded and why...all I got back was a text that said "he did what?"...mind you he lives 4 blocks away...he didnt come over to speak to him or even call to get the details. S28 came up and talked to him. I am so worried about the choices S15 is making...he cried and apologized and said he just wanted to "feel better". Of course I explained that was not the way to go about it, but Im so worried about him. I told him if he ever walked in my house again in that condition I would call his C and get him into the drug program immediantly.......
I am so sick of having to deal with all of this on my own....I am truly shocked at what a spineless coward my STBX has proved himself to be.
Moving away is looking better and better....I love the beach!