I also don't like being in this home anymore or the arrangements. My W is being rewarded for her actions I.e. the house and standard of living have not changed and she has absolute freedom to do what she pleases.

Wouldn't the I need space thing be realized if I was not with her under tha same roof? How can you long for someone when they'll have not left?

Then I think how much leaving would affect the kids the innocent ones in this drama. Seems I would be validating W concern that I am very selfish and that it is all about me. I am an emotional mess right. Will try to do some GAL before the W comes home this morning.


M:39
W:38
S:12
D:8