Thanks guys. Ended up watching the game from across the room while I was doing my hair. I was thinking out loud that I needed to eat because it was getting late. About 15 mins later H asks if I wanted him to warm me up some leftovers. I started to say no, but that would be my typical self so I stopped myself and said yes. He even waited until I cleaned up some to warm his own food. He has said before that he feels sometimes that I don't need him around because I'm so independent. WAY too controlling is what it was. Trying to be mindful of that when he offers his help.
He's being extra helpful and nice. I know it doesn't mean anything really, and I shouldn't have any expectations. But why am I so skeptical? Why can't I enjoy it without feeling like the other shoe is going to drop? And then I think if we do R, will I always feel like this?
