Specifics, please! Can't afford telephone consult!

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Went and saw The Lorax today in 3D with S18. It was very cute and we laughed. Now we are planning his Spring Break. He wants to travel, so travel we will. My brother lives in Germany so we will start with a visit to him. Last time we were there the boys wanted to go to Amsterdam. So silly....legal prostitute and marijuana and all in the red light district.

Keep trying to think of how to work on self...less emotional? I don't even know what that means to H. I handle so much when he is gone 1/2 of every month. Maybe establishing a routine???

Baked today and cooked a yummy dinner. That always makes me feel like my true self. Boys can come and go, but food is here when they are ready to eat. Hardest part of tees with cars isn't it.

Church tomorrow volunteering on the host team again. Have a few plans for next week...need to fill that in a bit more. Last week was nice and busy....very good....

BTW...H never showed up to S16's hockey game. So...S16 said he didn't care, didn't want him to come anyway. I left it. I can't ease their pain. I have told them it is okay to be angry with Dad but they still needed to respect him (for gas he put in S16's truck last night - insisted he send a thank you text...told him he didn't have to call, etc). Hope this is correct.

I am absolutely obsessed with reading old posts. They are fascinating. Who would have guessed they ALL say the SAME thing. It is rather amazing.

Goodnight friends.