Mish, I'm not telling you to pack it in. But what I said above is what I believe. If I get another chance...I'm all in. No wishy washy half-assed non-committal bullsh!t from me. How healthy is it to accept less than what you deserve? How healthy is it to constantly ache because he's not all in and wholly committed? You gotta do what you gotta do...I understand that. But it obviously hurts you to love him like you do while he doesn't love you that way back. It's gotta be hard to live that way...and to know its that way from now on.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
