Where to next?

[mishka422]

So antlers, are you saying just walk away from a R spanning 22 years because I am not getting what I want? That sounds pretty immature to me. I get this image in my head of stomping my feet and whining that "I'm taking my ball and going home unless you do this my way." How is that healthy?

So, I've said my peace. He knows how I feel. I now know how he feels. I have to accept it or tell him to move on. I'm not willing to give up the man I love even though he doesn't love me the way I would like.

So. I have to shut up, suck it up, and live with it.

Such is life.