She is coming over tomorrow to get the rest of her things with her father. should i avoid being home when she gets here? should i pack some of her things for her to make it easier for her to get out quickly? should i be here so she has to feel the guilt of taking the rest of her things?
to me it feels like the guilt is the only thing she is battling right now. and idk what will happen as soon as she stops feeling guilty.
anyways so far from working out and eating much fewer calories i have lost about 15 lbs and you can really see it in my face. so im happy about that. the working out is one of the only times i stop thinking about her.
yesterday i also had a change of heart about school. i have been going for my engineering degree because it was something i could do and achieve fairly quickly. but it was more of a sacrifice i was making for my family because it was never something i really felt i would be happy doing everyday. so If i can get into the program ill be trying to get into the Physicians Assistant program.
i also ordered the book DR from amazon and ill read it as soon as it comes
