Looks like some "mania" 25. I had just re-read Bob Grant's book again. Then I simply started overapplying the concept, even though there really ins't anywhere to apply it. Cheerleading for myself - in an event that's not occurring.

"You gotta buy me to try me" is new my mental mantra so I do not get lured into a sexual situation. It means I won't put out sex until marriage. That would really mess with my mind at this point. Restated again, I would never let that happen post divorce, for same reason.

Don't worry, 25, I now see out of context it sounds insane. I'll keep it to myself.

OK --

I have collapse time. There have been a number of " real business" issues, before I got varied away last night. The lack of responce didn't send me into an extingment burst. After awhile, I gave it to attorney.

This thread proves how convoluted my thinking has been since I got back home, and had a few zingers (serveliences). Which I ignore. But, for some reason, I want to know what they mean.

Trying best to get back where I was during dark phase. Yas


Married 27 Years
Together 32 Years
4th Year of Separation; D-Day 1 = 9/08, D-Day 2 = 12/08
Divorce Final Sept. 17, 2012