Rollercoaster Ride - I'm just strapping in...

[BFloat]

oh roro - i totally hear you! when i read your posts today i thought.. wow! i could have written all that myself! the reminding about appts.. the conversation about H's keys (that didn't happen w/ us but we've had similar back and forth conversations)..

i have similar trust issues. i remember saying to H, you care more about the people you work with then you do about me! he didn't agree.. but he certainly didn't disagree. that hurt so much and he just didn't get it. sometime i wonder if he'll ever be able to step up and be the man i need him to be again. but then i wonder if i will be the woman he needs me to be. the unknowing is really scary!

is it worth the gamble? only you can answer that. i never thought i was much of a gambler but.. i guess i'm more ballsy then i thought! gotta practice my poker face.

(((( roro ))))