Ok, back to the dark. Making plans asap to get out of town. I reached with the "hello," and got crazy-making button picking that worked.
Too agoraphobic for the walk. But not for the plan.
Back to detachment, hand the email issue over to attorney in the morning when I'm calm. All things go thru attorney from here on out, period. New boundary due to disrespect on aforementioned matter.
No hopes or expectations. I will hang with my GAL new friends, and stop obsessing about this matter. If he wants a trial, and a divorce, after my contributions to this long marriage, then he has chosen to cross another boundary.
I'm sorry, but these are my boundaries. After a divorce, "to have me, you got to buy me," as Bob Grant's book says. And I don't come cheap. My "value" is very high. Now, that is that. The parental blocks will go onto my cell phone asap (they are for my protection).
Done and done. And no more "dove angel" prayers for the sadistic dirt-bag either. Thank you guys. Yas
Married 27 Years Together 32 Years 4th Year of Separation; D-Day 1 = 9/08, D-Day 2 = 12/08 Divorce Final Sept. 17, 2012
