11th Hour of Divorce & Trial: What Else Can I Do?

[Yasu]

I screwed up. I left probably 5 VM voicing my first concern, then frustration, then paranoia, and then anger that I receive NO RESPONSE regarding misteriou email change with American Express. Point being, email address account has been changed to does not exist.

I summarized in a final VM that I felt he was playing games with this, and sitting there with his friends just laughing at my concerns, and repeated VM.

I told him my boundary is the divorce. I am tired of games, and I will no longer phone him on matters of concern - as he doesn't have the decency to take my call, or refer my call to another person. I gave him tonight to correct this, or I will simply go dark and block his phone.

Well, 2x4s come forth. I lost it. I am so vigilwnt about the computer, and hacking. I provided the phone number if he did not authorize this, and that's all I can do.

I know he just pushed feline on my first call. He listened to the VM's that followed each time. Just refuses to take calls.

I have one last idea, I used 27 years ago, and he came to me and proposed marriage.

I sent him a photo of me next to my little car, with a little statement to the effect of "I had really enjoyed my time with him.". Period. By then I had two other boyfriends. It was less than 30 days, he called and proposed marriage.

It is not that I do not have similar opportunities. I am just totally uninterested, due to the amount of medications I take. Also, it is not the time to engage in such activity, as my judgment is impaired by the medications.

I feel like I need to make one he'll of a splash though. Please, please please. Ideas? I know I messed up. I can still leave town. And I can still block my phone. This is the best way to get back on the "detachment horse.". That, I know I can do! Yas