Sorry you have to go through all of this. Right now you really have to let him go in your heart and mind. Start looking at your happiness and find the love that deserves to have you.
If he comes back it will be on your terms. Not his.
Get your spirit and strength back. You matter. You live and breathe. You are the beautiful spirit and not something to be discarded. You need to be celebrated.
See it as freedom from someone who has imprisoned you for far too long.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
