Feeling anxious today, with no real reason why. Nothing has happened between H and I recently to cause me to feel this way. (Unless you count the reason I’m even on this site, but I digress) Guess I’m getting antsy because it’s March 1st. H still hasn’t mentioned moving out again, but I think I’m on edge waiting for him to say it just in case.
Other than that, I’m having a pretty good day. The weather here is GORGEOUS. I had planned to work out this evening, but I forgot my shoes. Maybe I’ll go try and find some cheap ones during lunch.
Just talked to one of my friends. She asked if H was still at home. I said yes, and actually someone looking from the outside would think nothing had happened. She said Oh, really. I couldn’t live like that, but that’s just me. (She’s been divorced for YEARS) I took it all in stride and didn’t respond back.
I did have a 180 this morning. H had a dr. appt this morning. Usually I will remind him or ask him about it. We talked about it earlier this week, and he had forgotten about it then. So this morning as I’m getting dressed, I think Oh, he has a dr. appt today. Normally, I would have called or text to remind him of this. (Basically nagging, and pointing out how he messed up.) I decided not to this morning. It’s his dr. appt, and if he forgets that’s on him. He doesn’t need me reminding him of something else he didn’t do. I literally had to fight the urge to pick up the phone, but I did it. LOL
Nothing else going on really. Just maintaining I guess.
