I am so incredibly tired right now. Normally this could lead to a bad interaction with H once I got home. I resolve to remain positive and upbeat, and not grumpy.
One thing - my H has reached out to me the past few days at work, by phone or email. But not today. Working hard at no expecations, so I'm actually okay with that. Just wanted to note that I didn't send him an email either, which I would have done in the past, just to "check-in". It's a hard habit to break as this is something we used to do ALL THE TIME.
Not a 180 or anything, I think this falls more into the to save my sanity I'm trying to detach, even if kills me and before I go crazy pile.
