And do you remember the topic of that conversation?
If you want to save your M, maybe you need to actually initiate a little 'hello' conversation with your H. Right now with all the legal counsel going on, you're seeing each other as enemies as opposed to two people who are actually in a relationship.
For what it's worth, I think you've given your H too many chances in the past. Especially based on the things he did to you.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.