Aside from the medications, do you have any physical support with you? Friends or family? I might have missed it earlier, but did you start the medications after the problems with your H or have you been taking them prior to that?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.