Horse it s#cks to be sure. Like rick said the best bit of advice is very simple. I am sorry to say but right now she does not want a future with you. Stop worrying about her having an A. Keep working on yourself and keep posting. You need to do things that you like or always wanted to do. This is for you. Hang in there
I struggled with this too. Right now she is gone. Once you embrace that simple truth you will feel much better. (by the way - that does not mean abandon all hope.)
Me: 44 Bomb: 11/27/11 Divorced:6/12 Life goes on: 6/13
