I too think you are drawing your H in closer. Keep working on that detaching you are doing. Maintain some of the secrecy that seems to have him intrigued and keep on going!
Things are changing for you and who knows what is on the other side of the mountain?
"I know I'm not supposed to have expectations. But for him to send me this picture is saying something. I just don't know what."
Maybe the answer is in the the anagram?
Me51 W53 S17 S14 M22 T25 Bomb-9/11; A-11/11; I move out 11/11
It's easy to find our bottom, it is our top that requires cultivation.
Every rough spot adds to our emotional constitution. -Barney Fife
