So...I managed to work out without falling out! LOL
I did thank H for helping me while I've been sick. Told him he didn't have to do it given the circumstances, and that I appreciate it. He says me feeling better was important and I did the same for him when he was sick. *I didn't go into the why are you being so nice thing...just wasn't the right time.
So we're chatting tonight and start talking about tattoos. We've both wanted one for a while but could never figure out what to get. I told him I've decided on mine (For those of you who want to know, you'll have to check Purg's link for my alter ego.) I tell him that now that I've found my alter ego, it will be a surprise to everyone. He asks me what is. I tell him I'm not telling. He seems surprised because I tell him mostly EVERYTHING.
But something else surprising happens. I tell him I can guess what his is going to be. His "MC" name: Bless. He says he's not telling me. He says he wants an "anagram" (sp?). A word that reads as two different words depending on the way you are reading it. He then proceeds to send me a picture of what he wants to my phone. Turns out its the background on his ipad that I've seen when I snooped. I just say that I like it.
Now my H has been the most secretive person for the past 6 months. I only recognized it as secretive AFTER the bomb. I just thought something else was wrong. I know I'm not supposed to have expectations. But for him to send me this picture is saying something. I just don't know what.
Also tonight we were talking about something else (I had mentioned my plan to take alter ego photos this summer I think), and he stopped himself mid-sentence - like he didn't want to say too much about the future. I noticed, but didn't say anything about it, and kept the conversation light.
I'm feeling closer to him, but know I need to probably detach physically & mentallly from the situation a bit.
