It's always so nice to hear from people who are not having a break from reality. Thank you all for helping keep me grounded. So tonight after last nights horrible conversation, was well, interesting. When I got home from the gym he was at his usual spot watching tv, but he spun around real quick and told me there was pizza in the fridge if I wanted any, and he bought laundry detergent (which I am welcome to use if I want). Later he came back to the room I was in and apologized for the way he acted last night and said we are adults and we can deal with this like adults. I told him I forgive him, he said he didn't want me to forgive him. So I am very skeptical of this..... I also noticed he talked to his mommy for 45 minutes tonight. I have suspicions she told him to play nice so he will get his way. I know she wasn't singing my praises.
It makes me kinda laugh,cause during last nights converstation he told me I'm "sick because I won't accept the relationship is over". lol yeah someone is sick, but it's not me....... Just saying..... Oh the fun of the twists and turns and ups and downs of this crisis roller coaster!
