I am feeling sad again. Trying to keep PMA, but I guess it's just one of those days and I am running through the mill of emotions again after realizing I still want my M. Don't neccesarily feel like I'm back at square one I just feel lonely and a little impatient (just wanting more to happen).

I don't want to feel impatient I now know that I have lots of time and patience is a virtue. I usually do very well with patience, but I guess I'm feeling a little bored in my life right now. Too much limbo today!!

*paralegal still hasn't gotten back in touch with me (still in sep limbo)
*lady about volunteering hasn't returned my call

UGH!!! Maybe tomorrow will be better!

Think I'm gonna read more DB, DR, and I have a new novel to read. Maybe that will occupy my time some! If the weather holds up on Thu (supposed to be upper 70's and partly cloudy) I think I will weed my flower beds. Can you believe that weeding flower beds in Feb in NC? None of the weeds ever totally died off this year and my lilies are already growing. Crazy weather!!


Me31 H33
M11
T15
S10, D4
H deploys 01/11
H R&R two weeks 10/11
ILYBNILWY/sep 12/11
homecoming 1/12
pos D 1/13

Let the "real" battle begin!!