Oh Lordy, I only have to make it through 2 more days after this. It's driving me insane!

I think after his dad leaves and we calm back down into a more normal day to day situation I'm going to ask to talk about our R. I really can't seem to figure out where to start though. I run these partial convos through my head and they all sound like something that would have him running for the door.

There are just some clarifications I want to make with him and I want to know where I stand with him. Do you think that is just too much to ask? It's been almost 2 years since he came back into my home and I haven't asked anything of him (except the couple of major breakdowns I've had but I still didn't actually ask for anything from him, I just poured out my own idiocy to him to prove I'm certifiable).

Where oh where to start?


T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43
bomb12/4/07
PA5/07
S12/26/07
D final 11/17/08
Back together with no defined R 05/2010
confused....to say the least!!!