deployment to divorce 1

[31nheartbroken]

H sent me a few texts yesterday regarding the deposit. Was concerned that the total amount wasn't posted and told me I could have the money back when he gets paid (was planning to ask but was surprised that he offered on his own), so I told him if it didn't all show up by this morning I would go to the bank. Of course, when I checked this morning it was all there. I sent him a text saying "money's there. have a good day" (been a long time since i told him to have a good day and he used to tell me all the time). I totally built myself up for him not to respond at all, but he did text back saying "i saw thank you". I was happy that he responded and happy that he said thank you to the "good day". Back to no initiating contact from me, don't want to push it!

Never heard from paralegal yesterday, so trying again today.

Applied for another job yesterday!

Also, checking into volunteering at the hospital today.

Thinking about planning another day trip, not overnight this time, to our (me and kids) favorite new place. Let the kids play in the sand, go to dinner at seafood, at let the oldest sing karaoke.

We are still living out of a joint bank acct, should I ask if it's ok to take the kids to dinner this weekend (since he's been a little more communicative about money here lately) or just do it???

I would say something like "I was thinking about taking the kids to dinner on sat night, would that be ok?"

Hoping today will be better than yesterday, emotion wise! I'm sure it will cause this is day 2 post being "sucked back in"/still realizing I love my H more than ever!!