There is a website about affairs, although this is really more for EA's. Its called emotional affait journey, and its about this couple, Linda and Doug, who survived through Dougs affair. Its really more of a blog. Around a month ago, one of the discussions was about why men treat their affair partner differently.

Linda said its because the affair happens "effortlessly", especially since it does not come with the responsibility of a marriage.

Look for it on the internet.

Anyway, I too am having a hard time tonite. My H just came back from a business trip to xOW's country and he is a bit distant, so I am wondering why. I want badly to ask if he saw her, or talked to her, but I feel he is testing me, so I will zip my lips.

I am so full of doubt and the memories are flooding in, and I will stay away so here I am at 10PM doing laundry downstairs!


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go