I do indeed need to focus on me...and yes, I've forgotten a lot of who I am during these past wild 2 years - especially at the core. Not funny how much I changed to be the man for W. I was not true to myself. When I tried to be, I was conflictual or "controlling" in her eyes.
Need to figure out a compromise or to realize that perhaps it wouldn't have worked with her in the long run... I hope the latter is not true.
