Antonia that is great! My mindset at this moment is I will be alone forever. I dont due the club or bar thing. I do go to Church but seems like the same folks there. I am dating a guy and have been for about 2 and a half years, but dont know what his intentions are and he lives in another state at the moment. (I live here in his home 15 hrs away). We rarely get to see each other. SO I dont know where we are headed. I do not want a long distance rel forever and have told him so, he can make NO promises,,,,so I dont know, sure is lonely. I am keeping my eyes open just in case. I am so dishearted at the moment. I am getting use to being alone, but I love company and companionship so much. Maybe one day....Maybe one day.
