W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore-P2

[Snowman]

Well folks I'm still here and still not divorced. I have no idea how or why. I have not talked about or pushed the subject with my W. My L emailed her L about getting the revised papers which her L claims he is working on but it has been weeks. I'm in no hurry on my end as I don't want a D nor the bill that will comes with it. I have been working still on being the best me I can be. I have had some great times with family and friends as well as my S. No R talk has happened for quite some time and pretty much most of our exchanges with our S have been good that I can think of. We just threw a big 90 year birthday party for my only alive Grandparent and I made a picture slideshow from all the various family pics that was contributed. Man my Grandma is amazing and healthy as an ox.

Anyway, life is going on. I have a vacation coming up in 1.5 weeks and working on tough things at work but getting through them. I will be honest and say that I sure am missing some intimacy after this long without it, man! I working on keeping my spirits high. I continue to read other peoples stitches and see all the phases I went through while reading others. It's crazy how lost and out of control we get when this roller coaster ride hits us.

Not sure where my ride is ending but I will be the best me while on this ride. Keep up the good work DBers as you are a amazing group of people that are helping in the most important aspect of life!