Guess I realized when I heard those words "love you", although they weren't meant for me, that I still very much love my H and I still want my M to work!
Still keeping my mind in the place of COMPLETELY letting go, letting god, not holding hope! I will continue on "as if" I am completely over it and ready to move on and past all of this. Time will tell whether he allows himself to see what he is walking away from before I really do move on!!
I will still talk to the legal assistant tomorrow and see what she suggests I do next, as far as letting H know that we have to file in NC.
Think he'll realize what a sh!t he's being when he knows what I know and that I still dropped everything to load the kids and run to the bank to "rescue" him? When he knows that he was here in the house and I didn't say a word, even helped him print some stuff?
Hmmmmm, just don't know about these alien WAS's!!!
Me31 H33 M11 T15 S10, D4 H deploys 01/11 H R&R two weeks 10/11 ILYBNILWY/sep 12/11 homecoming 1/12 pos D 1/13
