Printed out the 37 rules and placed them on fridge and bathroom mirror for my review.
No contact for 3 days. Keep fighting myself to not follow dumb reasons to text or email.
At Mass today, I received communion on the very spot we were married. I prayed for a miracle, asked for God's will to be done, and avoided texting her that I was praying for us (did so twice in the Fall, with her communicating appreciation, but I'm almost 100% sure it'd just trigger anger/resentment now).
Guys, it may look like I have been here ages. I was on DB years ago for my 1st marriage, but have been away for 6 years or so.
This time is about my 2nd marriage. I'm feeling rather clueless and could use your help, please.
