I can totally relate. Left my pocketbook hanging on a fence near our house the other day. Of course it was gone when I realized what I had done. Luckily my cash, keys, my cell phone and my fancy lipstick were in my coat pocket.
Take care of yourself if that means hiring someone to help then its worth it. Be gentle, we all do this kind of stuff especially when our heads are someplace else.
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