Denial....its not just a river in Egypt...

[imthemom]

it didnt last long...today S14 (soon to be S15) is having a party at the house, all his friends just hangen and listening to music and pizza..his first boy girl party..LOL.
H called him last night and said he couldnt make it...he has to work, but I know for a fact that he gets off at 7pm and the party is going till 10pm..so i guess something else was more important..and S14 was really disapointed but said "what do you expect?"....
and he didnt ask me at all this week what was the plan, did I need any help with the party and could he give me any money to help pay for it...he never even mentioned S14s bday...and considering what we went threw to have him (2 miscarriages, he was 2 months early and i ended up in the hospital for the last month of my pregnancy with complications) it is like a knife to my heart that he didnt even want to be involved...but like S14 said "what did I expect?"...