I guess I do it to establish some sort of communication for sons sake. It has still not changed though and I just dont understand why. Why still the anger? I will never understand. He has moved on and so have I. Our son is the one punishing.
I wanted to mention that I have been getting counseling and he she seems to think that because of me having to endure some abuse from my mother and not being able to leave, that I think I have to endure from others. Its a start!
