Horrible day...I thought I was going to have a nervous breakdown. Hello I'm going through the hell of a waw...says she doesn't love me wants out (late 7/11). I buy divorce busting within a few days of her confession, we go to therapy, I try to do some of Michele's suggestions and my w's reasonable requests...recovery(?) late 9/11 (I stop reading divorce busting). Following w's suggestions everyday. Find out w is still unhappy and wants out 1/12. I panic start reading divorce busting again. Attempt 180 experiments 2/12...w seems more withdrawn then ever. This week says she wants out again...no attraction to me, doesn't love me. Still trying 180 but I don't feel like I'm making any dent in her ice armor. Not sure what to do, I have 2 D's (one D 5 the other, almost 2). I can't imagine not seeing my blessed children every day. I can't imagine not being with my w every day. Still love her. Loosing hope. Please help?
