I'll tell you what will drive you crazy... sitting here trying not to think about what your family is doing. Wondering if your W is starting to feel your absence. Knowing full well you feel hers. Wanting to do something to trigger her thoughts of you so you know she will feel it.

And knowing that you can't and shouldn't do anything about it except live your own life.

It's like you know what you should do even though it's not fun to do it. I'm sure it gets better. Right now though it just plain suxx.


Married 6 together 8
Me:38 W:31 second marriage for both
SS12, SD10, S6
Bomb: 9/8/11 (day before our 5 yr ann)
W moved out: 2/18/12
D final: 11/12/12
Share S 50/50. Spend as much time as I can with SS & SD