If we didn't have S? She would be long gone and never look back. She said so. Can't say I wouldn't be gone too.
But that is hypothetical.
Real world? My gut says she still wants out but can't tear the family apart yet. I will take that. It is exactly how I feel... ATM.
S is our pride and joy. I am a great father, she says so. She is a great mother, I say so. He is so confident, bright, and fun. We have not failed him yet. We both know the destruction a D would bring to his life.
That said. I don't want to continue like this. I am commited to doing my part to make our M lasting and better than ever. For us and him. Just takes changes and lots of patience.
