37 year old virgin!

[lea74]

So had a text back from the coach - in response to something I sent a while ago before posting on DB forum.

Said that he is now seeing someone - felt like a huge kick in the gut. Not sure why as I know he is a player and obviously wasnt interested in me as he has moved onto someone else so quickly but it still feels like rejection - again!!

I am having a real down moment as everyone else seems to have moved on and find someone and I am still on my own. Also not looking forward to the weekend as my sons will be away and I get to spend yet another weekend home alone. Money is really tight for me at the moment (as xH no longer pays child support - long story) so cant go out with friends!

I never thought that I would still be on my own 2 years ofter my xH left me. The fact that xH left me for someone else and I am still on my own makes me feel like maybe he was right - maybe I am meant to be on my own :-(