Hey BF! Just dropping by to say hello! Reading through your post and not being totally up on your sitch, it seems like there were some positives in your recent interactions with you H.
Try to take a step back and look at this as objectively as possible. Are there positive signs that you can identify? If so, let that be your focus as you contemplate your response.
Breathe!
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