I had triggers again today and worked hard to not let them get me down. As a result, I was civil with him, I was very patient with my kids, I enjoyed dinner w a friend.
So when he called to see how I was doing I didn't answer n text him I was on the phone w a friend (which was true). He asked, is he handsome? WTH?? I text, wouldn't u like to know... Funny thing is, I was on the phone w an older lady lol!!

Tonite when he came over he invited me to his parents tomorrow night for dinner. It's his dads bday. He also said we should go to the mall w the kids together on Sunday. I said. Yeah sure...


M 42 H 39
T10 (-2yrs separation)
S8 D5
DD 7/30/11 (EA&PA)
Reconciled 6/2013
Separation in works 1/2017