Just sent an email with questions on setting up my first DB coaching session!
Still feeling some kind of way today. I've been on the verge of tears like 3 times. CRAZY! Maybe it is hormones!
I also took a walk with one of my co-workers today, just to get out of the office. Something I never would have done. It must have been divine intervention. Out of the blue she tells me that her husband is actually her 2nd husband, as she was divorced once before. She was the WAS. So I got a chance to hear that side of things. She said she did try to work on it and gave it what she considered her all. She told me she told her current husband that she didn't care what he did, she was not leaving no matter what. She also told me that her Dad divorced her mom, then remarried someone else, then got divorced again, and it affected her greatly, even at 25. (Something to keep in mind if I ever have to discuss SS19's possible reaction to D with H)
I told her about my situation and she encouraged me to keep going, and stay committed to my M. She also said she thought I was smart, beautiful, and talented, and H was a jacka-- for wanting to leave me. So that was encouraging. My self-esteem has taken a blow with this, so hearing that helps. Got out to enjoy this beautiful weather we are having and got some encouragement.
