I'm now realizing that my hatred for my job could be one of the main reasons for my current marital situation.
I know anger is my enemy, but I am so frustrated with my job, I feel like going to work everyday is just "more of the same'. Then again, I still have a mortgage haning over my head, so I'm still an indentured slave to the bank.
If I could finish the house and get it sold next spring, then I would be totally debt free, but then I'll have to pay rent to somebody...That's what they mean by the matrix...I wish I could go live in a comune for a few months--no more of this rat race business.
My coach recommended I start looking for something now--I just hate looking for work. I hate it worse then going to my work. I need an attitude adjustment.
"Things are never bad; it's the way you think about them." -Epictetus
